On asking, why did work opportunities flow into my life, and then suddenly stop?
The cycle started and your beliefs stopped it.
You think you are delusional to think you could somehow experience limitless abundance. Because of the conditioning you’ve taken on from your family. Not just your immediate family but your collective human family.
But who are you to question what is yours?
This is your birthright, to have what you desire. You are only battling beliefs that serve no purpose in this state.
Desire has been conditioned into you, pre-birth, so you will do what you are meant to do.
And here you sit, with an idea – someone else’s idea born of great suffering – that speaks of not acting on that desire.
What is wrong with your desire to want?
You are here to want, so that you can teach others to want, so that your wants can align with a state that serves the collective universal energy.
The troubles begin when the beliefs show up, that say you cannot handle it. But beyond even that is a fear of having what you desire – how that will change your life. Your relationships. Your work. Your family.
Your life is meant to be changed. Over and over again.
You serve this world by using your energetic power – prowess – to influence others towards a healing state.
Your energy can heal others if you only allow yourself to fully integrate and express the desires you inherently feel within you.
Do not allow these insecurities as you call them to stop you any longer.
The desires are the bread crumbs. They speak to the path you are meant to take.